Jumaat, 30 Oktober 2009

How to heal (^_^)...




I dedicated this topic to sumone who is in confucius & can't think straight..hehe..(jaja u better read this carefully..!!)Mmmm..where to start actually?? For introduction la ek, confuse to make decision is a normal thing for everybody especially to decide 'sumthing' big for ur future life, rite? Ecewah..cam pakar kaunselor ar plop aku ni..hahaha..xdela aku cakap based own my own experience...i was sooo bad in making decisions...(sbb tu la xdpt jd pegawai gamaknyo..haha..)

Ooopss..back to our topic, korang pernah x fall in love at wrong time??xpaham??Cenggini maksud aku, jatuh cinta biler dh ada cinta..haha..cam doc lurve plop rase.. Sebenarnye aku bukan ape, juz nak curahkan idea n sharing nga korang klu2 korang ader cdgn yg lg bernas utk topic ni..leh kita kongsi sama2..tak gitu babes?

Aku bg contoh situasi sorang pall aku k, dah dekat nak tunang tetiba ati dia dh jatuh sampai tergolek2 kat sumbody that she neva expect would knocking her heart. Yela..giler ko nak fall in love when u already have one. Lau players tu len cite la, masalahnye skrg bercinta ngan bakal tunang dah almost 5 years (rite dude?) tup2 dh dekat ngan majlis jd cenggini..mau xgelong kepala pk nak teruskan ke x nak teruskan engagement tu..

Biler dalam situasi camni kadang2 kita jd kurang waras utk buat pertimbangan...pernah dengar x orang cakap, 'benda' klu masih baru xde yang xeloknye semua nampak perfect,weaknesses lgsg xnampak tp kalu benda dh lama, yang elok pn nampak xelok, pendek kato serba xkena. So camtu jgk dgn kehidupan kita, klu dh lamer ngat couple kdg2 raser boring tu memamg akan wujud lg2 lau ngah gaduh, memang xleh nak control kan? Then ape kaitan nga topic kita skrg ni ek?

Meh aku nak explain, i'll make it short k?dlm hbgn pn memang camtu la...klu dh lama sgt bercinta lg la banyak dugaan, ape yg penting..bear in mind "we have to love sumone that loves us mo than we do"...aku rase tu la kunci bahagia dia..klu ngah panas @ sakit ati @ fade up @ give up nga prangai si dia, try to think what is the best thing he had done to u that others neva did. Lg satu guys, new relationship is sweet b'coz everything happend under control & unnatural. Each of u try to be & to look perfect for each other. Otherwise u're cheating each other, am i rite?

Jadi pada aku, stick to ur lover who is always be there for u no matter how hard u strive to make ur day. Lagi2 bile kita dh ader hala tuju dlm hbgn b4 the third party appeared, but depend on cituation too..klu dh sampai xboleh nak bahagia lgsg ngan existing relation no point la kita nak take risk nak survive gak..kang jd jandi xpasal2..hehehe... (na'uzubillah)..

Tp still xleh nk lupakan third party tu? Aku rase the best way to heal is to keep him away. Trust me..Keep the distance will help u to cure that feeling. SO babes ko dh nampak ape point utama? Chayok2....!!! All the best k?

Semua ni hanya la idea aku semata2..Sesapa lg yg ader idea leh ar tulum aku, gimme urs... (",) Aku nak balik dh ni..c ya next monday.

Alhamdulillah...

Ingat lagi x pasal mak kawan aku yang aku citer last 2 days?? alhamdulillah...everything's going smooth... She had passed through the operation so well 2 days ago.. So babes, aku doakan mama mu cepat sembuh and perhaps that cancer's cell is utter varnished inside her. Lagi satu aku ader terbaca pasal habbatul sauda, i think she should try this b'coz there's hadith from Rasullullah said habbatul sauda is the best medicine & cure for all the deseases except death.

So from this story, i guess we (for women only) should be aware & concern & care much bout our health...and love urself...love ur body...Do regular check up to avoid this killer desease!!

Macam-macam hal...


Hari ni ari last keje..semangat skit nak wat keje sbb dh nak cuti kan esok..hehe..xde per nak share sebenarnye, tp nak wat luahan raser xpuah ati nga staff kat opis aku niRasernye xperlu la aku nak mention saper org berkenaan tu, cukupla aku yg kenal manusia sedemikian rupa, korang jd pendengar aku sedahla ek?

Camnila al kesahnye...semalam aku nga bebudak opis dalam 6 org gitu lepak sambil makan MCD kat meeting room sbb pantry dh penuh (masa lunch ye). Al-maklum byk sgt duit, tgh2 kering cenggini pun sempat lg g beli MCD..hehe..Rasenye xdela salah pn kalu kitorang makan kt meeting room tu coz xnak la org lain nampak, nk pelawa pn sebanyak mn sangat la benda alah tu(isi perut aku sorg pn lum tentu kenyang lg..wah3..) bukan la aku kedekut ke hape..korang paham kan?ahaks..

Nak tau masuk opis arini timbul citer ape???hahaha..gelak dulu ek (nak cover anger ni). Ade la sorang hamba Allah ni duk bercerita kat org len plak, kate kitorang xpatut la buat camtu..makan group2 cam tu..."Eh buduh ke hape orang tu, xkan la aku nak makan MCD pun nak ajak 1 opis...plz la wei..nak makan beli ar sndr, ape masalah dia? Korang raser benda tu salah ke? Xkan aku nak order MCD tu 1 opis kot..giler ke??org kaye pn xde buat camtu rasernyer..hahaha..marah sungguh aku ni..

Yang xtahannye..tukang duk jaja cerita tu bukannye pompuan, laki ko...lawak x? Buduh tul la...Aku pun xpaham ape masalah dia..pelik sungguh manusia ni? Xpayahla nak tambah dosa kering mengata orang kat belakang (ni nga aku skali dpt dosa kutuk doa dlm ni..hehehe...) Siap kutuk cakap kitorang ni kroni la hape la..masalahnye dh ko teringin nak makan beli la..Kalu xde duit duk sengap..huhu~~

Korang raser salah ke tindakan aku n orang2 yang trlibat tu...??

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Khamis, 29 Oktober 2009

Aku ke yang salah...



Cheh..al-kesahnye pkul 4.45 td aku diberikan 1 kes PT utk nilaian tapak parking masjid. Okla tu sumthing new to learn, aku xde la kesah pn kena wat keje ni tp jgnla bg last minit sayang oi...xkan bg arini esok dh nak..aku xkesah pun nak tolong sesape je yg memerlukan pertolongan aku ni sbb aku mmg suke tolong ore.(Ooo..korang gelak ye?haha..betul pe..) (',')

Aku tau kes diorang banyak & aku memang ditugaskan utk membantu diorang2 tu.."my pleasure" gittu...Tindakan aku create'post' cenggitu bukan niat nak memprotes tp juz sharing (xde menda nak tulis la katakan..)Anyway i wish thanks alot to kat kak zana sbb sudi take over case tu. Aku xde masalah pun nak buat kes tu, cuma td ngah pening2 duk wat kes lagi satu tu. Xde niat pn nak say 'no' to boss...ahaks...Lagipun buhsan gak lau xde keje nak buat, asek surfing tenet jew, buang duit krajaan kan..ngeh3~~~

So utk tunjukkan komitmen aku yg besar bangat ke atas kerjaya kesayangan aku ni, esok aku intend to settle down valuation report & disscuss with ma boss on the valuation as well. Harap2 dream comes true la ek? taik jadi hangat2 taik ayam jew..wah3~~

AKu pun dh malas nak wat keje ni..Balik umah ar plak..lepak2 nga k.ni sambil tengok cite cina kt 8tv..cam besh je, dah 2 mggu aku layan..haha~~
C y'll...bye...

Pembuka Rezeki...



Msg ni aku dapat melalui emel berantai yg dihantar oleh kawan2. Very nice emel yg boleh kita amalkan in our daily routine. It juz a simple thing that we never bear in mind.Biasala..manusia selalu lupa termasukla diri aku sendiri. So that aku tertarik utk berkongsi emel ni ngan kawan2 semua, may b in future we can practice this..Nawaitu biar betul Insya allah..Here it goes babes...

Dato' Dr. Fazilah Kamsah pernah berkata..... .

" setiap pagi sedekahkan al-fatihah kepada kedua ibu bapamu ( tak kira
masih hidup @ telah tiada )"......... nescaya pintu rezekimu akan terbuka
buat kamu...

Berdasarkan Hadith Nabi :
"Tidak akan terputus rezeki seseorang selagi dia tidak meninggalkan doa
kepada kedua orang tua nya dalam sehari"

Huraian hadith:
- jangan sesekali meninggalkan doa kepada kedua ibubapa (baik yang hidup mahupun yang sudah tiada )
- Allah akan memurahkan rezeki kepada mereka yang tidak putus berdoa
kepada kedua ibu bapa (walaupun ada ibu bapa yang leka, doakan agar
mereka berubah)

- Ingatlah bahawa keredhaan ibu bapa adalah keredhaan Allah
- Semasa berdoa, berdoalah dengan bersungguh2. ...tadah tangan dan
bayangkan wajah kedua orang tua k ita , termasuk guru2 k ita dan mereka
yang banyak menolong k ita (berdoa perlu benar2 bersungguh2)
- Mereka yang lupa berdoa kepada kedua orang tua, akan disempitkan rezeki oleh Allah

Kesimpulannya:
- Bagi yang berniaga, tak perlu ada ilmu pelaris..... . Cuma jangan lupa
doakan ibu bapa k ita setiap hari
- Rezeki bukan sahaja berupa wang ringgit, tetapi segala nikmat yang k ita
dapat dari Allah (e.g. makan, kesihatan, kasih sayang, ilmu dsb nya..)

***P/S : Bersama2 la kita ambil yang baik jadikan tauladan n biarkan yang buruk menjadi sempadan...

Dia lebih tahu...



Last 2 months i had received a bad news from my best frewn regarding her mum's condition.She's (her mum) positive breast cancer (na'uzubillah).That was dreadful,i felt like my heart stopped beating,i can't breath and my mind can't think so well at the moment..I can't believe this,i thought she was making a bloody joke on me!!But that was the fact..HER MUM IS POSITIVE BREAST CANCER (the no.1 killer desease).She convince me that she doest make a joke on that matter.But she sooo cool while she's telling me that and im sure she juz pretending to be that way.Im speechless,dun know how to control the situation,dun know how to persuade her.

The day goes by,after 2nd check up,doc said the cancer cell was speard extremely active inside her and now they have no choice whether to let the cell spreading bigger or to cut it down.There's only one option they have to take risk,an operation.I know it sounds like there's no issues here,it juz like some other cases,but u'll know this feeling when someone closed to u being in this situation.

Juz imagine,as a woman how could u live without 'the gift from God',despite the fact that u're carried them almost of ur ages.To face this u have to be strong physically & mentally.Last but not least,to my beloved frewn and her whole family,juz be strong & remember this 'everything happend for a reason'.Believe in Him then u'll got the senerity coz "Only He Knows Why.." Dia lebih tahu...