"Ayah..Moga cepat sembuh.."

Waaahhhh..It took sooo long for me to share dis liltle story wif all of u guys… As time goes by a lotz of things happened here. A lotz of things I had gone through. Perhaps everything happened lately will bring another happy ending for me n my family. Aku redha dan terima seadanya for every inch of Qada’ & Qadar Tuhan. I’ll never query why shud I faced all these matters while the time for the ‘big event’ is running out around the corner. Maybe there’s a silver line behind what was happened, only God knows why.

Ape yang berlaku dlm masa 2 minggu ni sgt menguji kekuatan semangat & kesabaran kami sekeluarga. Ayah xpernah jatuh sakit tenat sepertimana sekarang. Tp selepas admitted kt ward on 26th Jan 2010, my family & I had been informed that an urgent operation shud be done for my dads’ good sake! Not once but twice surgery, the 2nd one has been done on 5th Feb 2010. Doc sahkan ayah aku mengidap “PERITONITIS ISCHAEMIC BOWEL & MESENTERIS THROMBOSIS”. Approximately 1.8 meters bowel has been cut out. May be this is the way Allah shows His love to u dad. Maybe this is the way He bless u & our family.

From dat moment, as the eldest child in my familyn aku mula sedar tanggungjawab yg harus aku pikul dlm situasi cenggini, tp aku redha… Ketentuan Allah tu adalah yg terbaik utk hambaNya sbb Allah x akan beri ujian melebihi kesabaran & kemampuan hambaNya. Jadi aku yakin sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui sejauh mana kemampuan kami utk menghadapi ujian dariNya. Dan Alhamdulillah aku, umi & adik-adik mampu menerima semua ni dgn hati yg terbuka. Seday tu memang still wujud sbb sbg manusia biasa of course we’ll felt absolutely upset when our beloved person got into trouble.

Siapa xseday tengok ayah terlantar di hospital xsedarkan diri dengan wire & jarum berselirat di tubuh. Tp apa lg yang mampu kami buat selain dari berusaha & berikhtiar mencari jalan terbaik untuk membantu ayah, dan seterusnya berdoa & bertawakal. Moga2 usaha dan doa kami diterima olehNya. Tak tertahan rasanya aku nk tgk ayah menanggung beban sakit tu, klu boleh biar aku yang tanggung sumer tu pun aku xkesah. Bukan xredha tp sayu ati tengok ayah yg selama ini ceria & suka berlawak jenaka terlantar sakit dan tak berdaya. Moga2 ayah diberikan semangat utk tabah & sabar mengharungi dugaan ni.

At least melalui pengalaman sebegini banyak pengajaran yg aku leh kutip utk lebih mengenali erti sebuah kehidupan… From my point of view, I can see who’s really sincerely to be by my side when it comes in this situation. Ade yang kesah & ader yang buat2 xkesah. Anyhow thanks to those who are really care bout my dad, I really appreciate dat guys. Tp biasala dlm sebakul telur tu xsemua telur tu elok, so telur2 yg busuk & xelok tu still ade gunanya.. Maybe bukan utk kegunnaan isinya tp kulitnye masih blh digunakan utk wat perhiasan… Bau busuk??hahaha..yg tu still boleh setel, rendam or celupla ngan perfume byk2 nnt ilang la bau tu…so still leh guna, kan? hehehe…

Last but not least, hope u’all guys could pray for my dad to get well as soon as possible.

P/S : Let’s pray for Adeq’s dad too.. Moga2 ayah kita berdua cepat sembuh ye deq…Amen..!!