Utterly Awful ~~

Actually gambar kat atas ni xde kaitan ape2 pun ngan ape yg aku nk share petang ni. Mmmm..how to start ya? Firstly i appologize to those who know this story is regards to "their" story... I juz can't stand to hear & doin nuthin bout dat.. It was ssooo~~ bad dear, how could u stand to face all these matters.

Juz a bit of unpleasant fillin to 'sumone' that dun even realize who is he. Doing things that hurt most heart who's love him (may be not soo~~ love but more on 'have to') I knew i have no rite to interfere in the matters.. But i juz please to share my point of view. I remember i've said about "life needs to follow rules"~~ U know what, for me rules that have been created either by us (human) or the Creator (God) are utterly vital in having a peaceful life. Follow the rules then u'll be good.

Susah aku nak citer panjang2, tp senang cakap xkesahla sehebat mana pun ko kat muka bumi ni, i believe there must be rules that guide u to become 'sumbody'. Hanya org giler jew yang hidup xde rules..hidup main terjah 'ikut suka ko'..that's not a rite way of life. Nape perlu ko nafikan tanggungjawab yg ko sendiri telah akad janji ngan Tuhan?? Nape perlu ade ruang utk ko ketepikan ape yang patut ko dahulukan??? Pelik... Manusia sekarang memang tersangat2 pelik.. Bukan nak cakap diri aku ni baik sangat, each of every one who lives in this world is not perfect so why not we try to fixed what's imperfect..!!

Mmmm... Sebenarnya skrg ni, saat ini (at 1750), aku ngah seday, sakit ati, marah n bla2... Dun know what else to do... So dengan positifnye aku berharap & berdoa moga2 "sumone yg aku sebut tu dibukakan pintu ati utk berubah n sedar tanggungjawab yg sedang dipikul" amin...!!!